I have been taking a philosophy class and it has reshaped my mind. Well not the class itself so much as the revelations I experienced separately from the class using some of the material. I have, at least temporarily, defeated my depression... So as long as I take my meds for anxiety, I have reached a state of freedom and enlightenment in which I am no longer depressed. Time flows and I am ok with it for the first time in my life.    One thing is, though, if I stop taking my anti anxiety meds I start asking philosophical questions that shouldn't be asked and certainly shouldn't be pursued. SO... I am going to put some contact info at the bottom of this journal that I haven't released before, because I think that I might be able to help others with the things I have been learning. I don't know for certain but I might be able to help and I have a passion for helping. I still have some emotional issues I need to deal with, but if i can help anyone with depression I would love to help.[

In the meantime I met one of my comic idols in real life on a freak chance. and I now officially worship her footsteps. But beyond that I have been in a video game design club and class this quarter and am going to be posting some of the things from that when I get the motivation to do so. I have also started working on an android game and am thinking about making a blender tutorial. Anyone interested in a blender tutorial? I was thinking mechanical meshing and blender bare bone basics?

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